When Sea and Sky and Land Meet

IMG_20190128_103000.jpg

There where the sea meets land and sky
is where I encounter the Most High.
Any such coming together is productive.
That’s when the magic of life is most active.

Don’t you love it when things come together
Be it a sunny or a stormy weather
The skies though covered with clouds
Give seas and mountains a bluish shroud.

The fields and hills with shades of green galore
Beckon the waves to come and rest by the shore
Nothing is ever out of place in this happy scene
It’s a place you know you’ve already been

I read what a poet once wrote:
“Unable to perceive the shape of you,
I find you all around me.
Your presence fills my eyes with your love.
It humbles my heart, for you are everywhere.”

It’s my God enfolding me in sea, sky and air.
My Lord is here and there and everywhere.

Posted in Nature, Presence, Spirituality | Tagged , , , | Comments Off on When Sea and Sky and Land Meet

On Friendship

IMG_20181013_220137-COLLAGE

Friends are among life’s greatest treasures. I thank God daily for my friends, both far and wide, seen and unseen, present or absent, still around and those long gone, friends who have become family, and more delighting family who are friends. Today, I remember them in a special way after going through the day’s First Reading.

St. Paul’s beautiful essay on Love is probably among the most quoted from his Letters, often used in wedding liturgies. But equally beautiful and moving is this reading from the Book of Wisdom about friendship.

Let your acquaintances be many,
but one in a thousand your confidant.
When you gain a friend, first test him,
and be not too ready to trust him.
For one sort is a friend when it suits him,
but he will not be with you in time of distress.
Another is a friend who becomes an enemy,
and tells of the quarrel to your shame.
Another is a friend, a boon companion,
who will not be with you when sorrow comes.
When things go well, he is your other self,
and lords it over your servants;
But if you are brought low, he turns against you
and avoids meeting you.
Keep away from your enemies;
be on your guard with your friends.
A faithful friend is a sturdy shelter;
he who finds one finds a treasure.
A faithful friend is beyond price,
no sum can balance his worth.
A faithful friend is a life-saving remedy,
such as he who fears God finds;
For he who fears God behaves accordingly,
and his friend will be like himself.

Posted in Friendship | Tagged , , | Comments Off on On Friendship

The miracle of life is the miracle of love

The birth of a baby is always a tender and heartwarming moment.
And there is nothing more tender and loving than seeing
a beautiful child cuddling a new-born babe.
Yes, the miracle of life is a miracle of love.

DSCN2528

For billions of years, nothing was alive on Earth.
Then, one morning, green and living things started growing all over.
It was not supposed to happen but it did.
It is the Miracle of Life.

Life prospered and became conscious.
And beyond the muscles and bones,
something else was emerging within the living things:
a heart beating the rhythm of life.
And the beat found a sympathetic vibration in another heart.
And it felt good and yet it was not supposed to happen either.
The Miracle of Life has become the Miracle of Love.

Posted in Children, Life, Love, Nature | Tagged , , , | Comments Off on The miracle of life is the miracle of love

EDSA Was a Miracle

DSCN2553.JPG

I sometimes believe in miracles.
I sometimes believe that the EDSA Transfiguration event was a miracle.

A people cowering in fear and indifference are galvanized into united action to throw off the yoke of their bondage. And their liberation is achieved with the loss of life nor the shedding of blood. The guns were silenced by flowers and war cries were muted by prayers. In the four days of the event, no one went hungry. People fed one another. They kept their vigil into the night. The nights we a bit chilly but the hearts of the people were warm from the love that was burning bright. It was a miracle! It had to be a miracle. For how can one explain all the fortuitous and favorable turn of events. It was bound to be a bloody and explosive situation.

Yet, here we are some three decades later. We are back to where we started. Was it really a miracle? We are again a divided people, wallowing in mess of our own making. We even seem to be in worse conditions now than we were then. Even the color yellow, which came to symbolize the EDSA event, is now an object of derision when we had already transformed it from a color of cowardice to the color of courage. No, EDSA was no miracle. It was just a mass event with no significance at all. The millions who came were there not our of commitment but out of curiosity. The Uziseros, in our local jargon.

I remember the first morning of EDSA. We attended an early mass said by some random priest at Gate 4 of Camp Aguinaldo. The Gospel for that Sunday was the story of the Transfiguration, which gave Peter, James and John a glimpse of the glory that was to come. But first, Christ had to go through his Passion and ignominious Crucifixion.

Maybe, EDSA was our Transfiguration event. It gave us a glimpse of what we are capable of. But it is not yet our redemption and liberation. We still have to be tried and tested, formed and molded through our own passion and death before we get to the Resurrection. The miracle of EDSA will be our rising up from the glimpse of what we can be to the reality of our greatness and blessedness. That is the true miracle.

No victory, no great achievement has ever been won with out the hardship and the struggles. If it were that easy, that is no miracle. It is not even a fairy tale. For it is in the straining that we grow and in the striving that we go.

Yes, I believe in miracles.
And yes, I believe that what happened in EDSA was a miracle.
This is not a political statement.
It is a confession of Faith.
In the midst of our feelings of helplessness and hopelessness,
there is Hope for our redemption and liberation.
We walk by Faith, not sight.
For the Love of Christ compels us.

“Lord, I do believe, help my unbelief!”

 

Posted in Faith, Life, Philippines/Filipino, The Good News | Tagged , | Comments Off on EDSA Was a Miracle

Clinging to Faith and Goodness

IMG_20180627_123029709

Is it I who has changed or has the world become a more difficult place to live in?

I have become harder and harder of hearing over the last years. It is a struggle for me to hear what other people are saying, causing deep frustrations on my part and on others as well. In my prayers I even ask the Lord to speak louder as I cannot her what He is telling me. I fail to hear or even refuse to listen to ideas and opinions contrary to my own. And there are a lot of contrary opinions around me. I hear cries of pain, suffering and oppression around me and yet many others hear laughter over good news.  My sight seems to also be failing me. I see things going to the dogs, spiraling into chaos and yet many people, even among those I admire and love, see things coming up roses.

I have always tried to be proactive, choosing to see the positive side of things and ignore the negative. But these days, the reality that I see and hear (or, that I do not see and hear) speaks of and tells me that the world is indeed become a more difficult place to live in. Yes, it is a depressing feeling.

I am trying desperately to cling to my faith. This is what I signed up for as a believer. I am not supposed to be here and yet I am here. And there, but for the grace of God go I. He is the God who turns things upside down. It is when everything is lost that He works out the best outcomes.

And in today’s Gospel reading, He has a mouthful for me:

“If you love those who love you,
what credit is that to you?
Even sinners love those who love them.
And if you do good to those who do good to you,
what credit is that to you?
Even sinners do the same.
Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you,
Bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you.
Give to everyone who asks of you,
Forgive and you will be forgiven.
Give, and gifts will be given to you;
a good measure, packed together, shaken down, and overflowing,
will be poured into your lap.
For the measure with which you measure
will in return be measured out to you.” 

Hard sayings. Difficult to do in today’s difficult world.
But do I give vent to my feelings and make things worse?
Or, Do I go against my worst emotions and trust in His Word?

Posted in Discipleship, Evil, Faith | Tagged | Comments Off on Clinging to Faith and Goodness

Origins

img_20190221_052452

Yesterday, I had to be on the road very early.
It was still night time, just before the break of dawn.
It was a cloudy night and the full moon was still at its fulsome luminescence
although it was starting to wane.
The other side of the sky was clear and cloudless,
with Jupiter and Venus sparkling bright like eagerly awaiting the dawn.
I felt one with the Universe as I gazed at that heavenly sight.
With gladsome gratitude, I whispered a prayer of thanksgiving:
“I am part of all this grandeur and beauty.”

I am reminded of the same conversation
I have been having in my head all my life.
What is really out there?
Why do I feel so much a part of all that is?
Is there more than What I can perceive with my senses?
Can the things I just imagine be in fact a reality?

I must have been wondering these same questions
and having this same conversation even when I was in the womb.
If it were up to me and I had consciousness then,
I would probably not have wanted to leave the comfort
and security of my mothers’ wombs.
Little did we know what a wonderful life awaited us after delivery.
I did not see her but I felt her loving presence embracing me.
Yet, my senses affirmed to me only the existence of the womb I was in.
How could I have possible imagined what life beyond the womb would be?

My being here is proof of a loving creative Presence that made me possible.
Often, one other question I feel the need to answer is from this Loving Presence:
 “But who do you say that I am?”

Posted in Faith, Life, Love, Mystery, Nature | Tagged , , | Comments Off on Origins

A Moonlight Prayer

IMG_20190218_174942

Last night’s full moon will be the biggest for this year.
I have always been a moon and a moony person.
A hopeless romantic is often seen as a lunatic.
I love mooning in the moonlight – in reverie, in a trance, alone.

When I am alone, we may succumb to feelings of loneliness.
But being alone is also a good occasion to realize
we are alone with God.
This is for me is the essence of prayer.
There are times that I am in the depths or in the dumps
and I just get down on my knees and cry out for help and consolation.
There are moments that I may feel bare and worthless
and I realize I am just being emptied prepared to receive more blessings.
There are some silent moments when I am overwhelmed with gratitude
for all the graces that have come my way,
many of which are undeserved and unexpected.
Being alone with God,
I often realize more deeply what a wonderful world indeed that we live in
and my prayer becomes an experience of wonderment.
Yet praying is not really being lonely for in being alone with God,
I am also drawn closer to others
– my loved ones, my friends, people I encounter during the day –
thanking God for their presence in my life and
praying for them and their needs.

Posted in Nature, Presence, Spirituality | Tagged | Comments Off on A Moonlight Prayer

Traditions

IMG_2185.JPG

In the ever changing landscapes of life and human relationships,
traditions are anchors that help us keep our stability
and, oftentimes, our sanity as well.

Holidays and feast days are celebrated
to remind us of the values these days represent,
such as new beginnings on New Year,
hope and rebirth on Easter,
gratitude on Thanksgiving,
love on Christmas Day.

Friendship is likewise maintained and nourished through traditions.
Bonds of love and friendship are further strengthened
when lovers, friends and families create and maintain their unique traditions.
This is the reason we celebrate birthdays and anniversaries.
We got married on a Wednesday
and since the beginning of our marriage;
we have always had a Wednesdate as a couple.

 

 

Posted in Faith, Friendship, Love | Comments Off on Traditions

Faith in Times of Adversity

Recently, Anabelle and I went with some friends to Iloilo for fun and leisure. It turned out to be a pilgrimage of sorts. We went to more religious sites than natural wonders or tourist resorts. We went to the Holy Family Park and the Garin Farm Pilgrimage Resort. We visited the heritage church in Miagao and the Trappist Monastery in Guimaras. We attended Sunday mass as the Santa Maria Church, where Our Lady of China is enshrined. Even the power windmills in Guimaras reminded me of the Holy Trinity with their three-bladed rotors.

Ever since we came back to the country, I have noticed an increased religious fervor among many people. Aside from the usual Marian shrines (Manaoag, Antipolo, Peñafrancia, Lipa, Baclaran) where people have always come; there have been more recent popular pilgrimage sites where people go like Kamay ni Jesus in Lucban, Montemaria in Batangas, Regina Rica in Tanay, Monasterio de Tarlac.

Could this increased fervor be due to the difficult times that the country is currently going through? Things have gone from difficult to understand to downright absurd and ridiculous. Evil deeds have been explained away as needed and necessary. Goodness is dismissed as unrealistic and ineffective. Lies are proclaimed as the truth and truth has gone into hiding. Everyday, people are fed with alternate facts and an alternate reality which is totally different from the reality they are living in and going through.

Is it any wonder that people would turn to their faith and religion? For people feeling helpless and hopeless in the face of the seeming triumph of evil over goodness, or of lies over the truth, these words from today’s Gospel are indeed music to the ears of the people:

“Blessed are you who are poor,
for the kingdom of God is yours.
Blessed are you who are now hungry,
for you will be satisfied.
Blessed are you who are now weeping,
for you will laugh.
Blessed are you when people hate you,
and when they exclude and insult you,
and denounce your name as evil
on account of the Son of Man.
Rejoice and leap for joy on that day!
Behold, your reward will be great in heaven.

And to the oppressed and dispossessed, to the abused and downtrodden, these words sound the words of justice and redemption:

But woe to you who are rich,
for you have received your consolation.
Woe to you who are filled now,
for you will be hungry.
Woe to you who laugh now,
for you will grieve and weep.
Woe to you when all speak well of you,
for their ancestors treated the false
prophets in this way.”

The believer, through Faith, is able to transform
the ordinary into something extraordinary,
the mundane into something magical
and the petty into something pretty.
With Faith, every new day becomes a wonderful present
and every adversity becomes an opportunity to become better and stronger.
In Faith, Christ took on the cross,
the worst penalty for criminals then in the Roman Empire,
and transformed it into an enduring and eternal symbol
of unconditional love and great sacrifice.
Faith transforms something shallow and superficial
into something deep and eternal.

Posted in Discipleship, Faith | Tagged , | Comments Off on Faith in Times of Adversity

Life And Sufferings

P1550743

The road to hell is paved with good intentions
while the path to heaven is carved out with great sufferings.
Life’s fabric is woven not only out of joys and happiness
but also with tears and sorrow.
Suffering is part of our human lot, an essential ingredient of our existence
– sometimes because of our own doing ,
– other times because of our imperfection,
– and still at other times because of people we love.
But it is suffering that makes me more human,
makes my joys sweeter and my happiness deeper.
It makes me a stronger, a better and a humbler person.

Thus, suffering has been the human lot since the beginning.
“Cursed be the ground because of you!
In toil shall you eat its yield
all the days of your life.
Thorns and thistles shall it bring forth to you,
as you eat of the plants of the field.
By the sweat of your face
shall you get bread to eat,
Until you return to the ground,
from which you were taken;
For you are dirt,
and to dirt you shall return.”

I can choose to deal with suffering
by being selfish or angry,
looking only after myself.
Or, I can choose to be kind and compassionate,
aware of the human lot that we all share.

Posted in Discipleship, Life, Sin | Tagged , | Comments Off on Life And Sufferings