Routines Can Kill The Awesome in Life

It is good to good back to the roots of many customs and traditions to recover their original meaning. The handshake is the universal gesture of friendship. But originally it was an action meant to assure that protagonists cannot draw their swords or weapons. The Filipino Barong is the national costume and de rigueur for formal occasions in the Philippines. But originally it was the prescribed attire for the native indios during the the Spanish colonization when they attended formal gatherings with their Spanish overlords. The barong, because of its transparent material and pocket-less design, was meant to ensure that the indios did not and could not carry any weapons to such occasions.

We are such creatures of habits and customs that we keep on doing things we are accustomed to without fully appreciating their meaning and significance. Habits make routine things easier to accomplish. But over time, we lose sight or forget why we are doing things. And if not revisited every now and then, they deteriorate into meaningless rote.

I routinely say “I love you” to people dear to me. Every now and then, I will stop to remind myself why I love them. I routinely say “Thank you” when people do something good to me. Every now and then, I will include in my “Thank you” what it is that I am grateful for.

“Lord, let me stop often and take time to relish the moment to remove the meaningless clutter of the routine and ordinary in my life.”

So the Pharisees and scribes questioned him,
“Why do your disciples not follow the tradition of the elders
but instead eat a meal with unclean hands?”
He responded,
“Well did Isaiah prophesy about you hypocrites,
as it is written:
This people honors me with their lips,
but their hearts are far from me;
In vain do they worship me,
teaching as doctrines human precepts.

You disregard God’s commandment but cling to human tradition.”
Mark 7:1-8

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Faith, A Choice and A Gift

Faith healers have always been part of the Philippines spiritual and social landscape. Some are mere charlatans. Others are real channels of God’s grace and healing. Hundreds, and sometimes thousands, of people would travel long distances to be healed by these faith healers. Due to poverty or the limitations of the science of medicine, many people in our country put their fate into the hands of these faith healers. There are many who get healed. There are also many who don’t. But, in all  cases, it is amazing to witness how deep the faith of these people is.

It has been documented time and again that people of faith who have a serious health situation usually have a better prognosis. Faith enables people to do what is difficult and sometimes even what is impossible. My two favorite basketball teams, the Ateneo Blue Eagles and the Golden State Warriors, always banner their campaigns with “We Believe!”.

Faith is a choice. I have to choose and will myself to believe. Faith is also a gift. It is not everyone who has an unshakeable faith. In today’s world cynicism and unbelief are so common and widespread.

I consider myself a believer. But I am often beset by doubts. And sometimes I give in to cynicism, specially with people or events I have had previous bad experiences. I do not have a faith that can move mountains. And yet, there has never been anything I fervently prayed for that was not given to me. I struggle to keep my faith strong. And yet it is my faith that keeps me strong in my struggles.

“Lord, give me a faith that is moored in Your love and Your goodness so that touching You I may be healed, made whole and complete.”

When Jesus and the disciples had crossed over,
they came to land at Gennesaret and moored the boat.
When they got out of the boat, people at once recognized him,
and rushed about that whole region and began to bring the sick on mats to wherever they heard he was.
And wherever he went, into villages or cities or farms, they laid the sick in the marketplaces,
and begged him that they might touch even the fringe of his cloak; and all who touched it were healed.
Mark 6:53-56

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Salt, Light and Jonathan Livingston Seagull

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One of my all-time favorite titles is Jonathan Livingston Seagull. Here is one indomitable bird, flying over the sea (salt) and into the sun (light) in search of excellence. He suffers great physical pain, sustains bruises and injuries as he tries to perfect his ability to fly. He suffers ostracism from his flock as he believed that there is more to his life than just scavenging for food. In the end, he achieves a higher level of existence and spends the rest of his days teaching others what he has learned.

I have always felt that I have been born for greater things; that there is more to my life than earning a living or even carving a career; that somehow God is not done with creating me yet and He will ultimately bring me to a higher level of existence. I have also felt a deep need to make a difference and contribute to make my world a better place than when I first arrived. I want to be one with my God and join Him in creating something and in the end be able to say, “It is good.”

In today’s Gospel reading, Christ shows me how to bring out the good in people and in the events in my life.

Salt. Plentiful and so ordinary. Just a dash of salt makes everything taste good. Just a pinch of salt brings out the flavor in every kind of food. Yet, salt never calls attention to itself. Too little of it makes food taste bland. Too much of it makes food too salty. Just the right amount makes food delicious. We enjoy the dish and usually totally forget about the salt. Salt is also a preservative. It saves and prolongs the flavor and texture of food. Christ calls on me to be the salt of the earth – to bring out the best in others and to save and protect the good that is in them.

Light. All pervasive and often taken for granted. A single light shining in the darkness makes a world of difference. With even the tiniest light, we can see where we are going and get a good picture of what is around us. A lighted candle sharing its light with another candle does not lose any iota of its light but instead its light is multiplied over and over with every sharing. When I share the light of goodness that is in me, I do not lose it but I multiply it a hundredfold until my world is awash with the light of what is true, good and beautiful. Christ calls on me to be a light of the world – to help other see the wonders and signs of His presence all around us.

“Lord, by your grace, may I be salt and light to the people in my life and the events that shall happen in my life today.”

Jesus said to the crowds, “You are the salt of the earth;
but if salt has lost its taste, how can its saltiness be restored?
It is no longer good for anything, but is thrown out and trampled under foot.
You are the light of the world. A city built on a hill cannot be hid.
No one after lighting a lamp puts it under the bushel basket,
but on the lamp stand, and it gives light to all in the house.
In the same way, let your light shine before others,
so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father in heaven.”
Matthew 5:13-16

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Prayer is Essential to My Life

Prayer is as important to my life as food and water are. The natural rhythm that makes life possible includes moments of rest, a form of which is prayer. At the tiniest level, everything that exists is but a pulse beat of energy, an alternating wave-like rhythm of ups and downs, contraction and release, motion and rest. In nature, we see a similar rhythm – the rising and the setting of the sun, the rhythmic beating of the heart, the daytime for work and activities and the nighttime for rest and recovery.

Science and medicine have on many occasions acknowledged the power for healing and wellness of meditative activities, like yoga and praying. People who have a deep spiritual life have generally had a healthier and happier disposition in life. Prayer is the ultimate exercise in going with the flow. In prayer, I tune in to the natural rhythm of the universe and to the ultimate Source of this universe. In prayer, I enter into an encounter with my God.

“Lord, may I always make time and space where I can come away to be with you.”

The Apostles gathered together with Jesus
and reported all they had done and taught.
He said to them,
“Come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.”
People were coming and going in great numbers,
and they had no opportunity even to eat.
So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place.
Mark 6:30-32

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My Prayers, My Life

How many evil things are done in the name of good intentions?

A man gives his word of honor and he has a righteous and holy man beheaded just not to renege on his word. People commit themselves to some ideals and then go out and persecute those who do not agree with them. Some people take in those in need and in want only to exploit them their own benefit. And there are those who exploit the resources of the earth to such an extent that the earth is left to die.

Evil is a reality in the world we live in. But so are kindness and goodness. I believe that in our deepest cores there is only goodness and kindness. When we live our lives in the shallows, that is where all the turbulence and evil is. When I nurture and live out my deepest and truest self, I let out all the goodness and kindness I am capable of. In prayer, I keep in touch, nurture and listen to the deepest part of me. For it is there that I meet my God.

“Lord, meet me in my prayer that I may live a righteous and holy life like John the Baptist.”

The girl hurried back to the king’s presence and made her request,
“I want you to give me at once on a platter
the head of John the Baptist.”
The king was deeply distressed,
but because of his oaths and the guests
he did not wish to break his word to her.
So he promptly dispatched an executioner
with orders to bring back his head.
He went off and beheaded him in the prison.
He brought in the head on a platter
and gave it to the girl.
The girl in turn gave it to her mother.
Mark 6:14-29

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Service Comes from the Spirit

The last time we went home to the Philippines, it took us several days to pack our bags and get them ready for the trip. In addition, we had already shipped several boxes of the stuff we wanted to bring a month earlier. These were all the stuff we needed for our stay there, the clothes that we would wear and all the pasalubong and presents for friends and family.

I try to imagine traveling as Jesus commanded His disciples when He sent them out on their mission: no food, no bags, no money and only the clothes they were wearing. Can I trust not to go hungry and live on the kindness and generosity of others? Am I defined by the clothes in my bags or by what I am and what I do? Will I be of value to others even if I have nothing to give them but my presence? Can I be of help to others just by being in their lives and not what I can give them materially or financially.

I sometimes think that giving money or materially things is generosity by default. True generosity entails being with a person, knowing what he truly needs and giving it. But that requires time and time is so often very hard to give. It is easier to give money. True generosity means being present and sharing the life of the other person. But that can be very taxing, having to bear the person’s pain and sorrow as well. It is much easier to just give money and leave. True generosity requires effort. It is easier and simpler just to give materially.

“Lord, fill my life with things of the Spirit that I may find the strength and courage to be truly of service to others – in ways that matter.”

Jesus summoned the Twelve and began to send them out two by two
and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
He instructed them to take nothing for the journey but a walking stick
–no food, no sack, no money in their belts.
They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
He said to them,
“Wherever you enter a house, stay there until you leave from there.
Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
leave there and shake the dust off your feet
in testimony against them.”
So they went off and preached repentance.
The Twelve drove out many demons,
and they anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
Mark 6:7-13

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Faith Seeking Understanding

God must often be amazed by my lack of faith as Jesus was by the people from His own hometown. They questioned where he got His power and His wisdom, how He is able to do His mighty deeds, how this is all possible since He is just a carpenter. I also ask similar questions.  I have a tendency to make my faith conditional. Like, I will believe if my dreams come true. Or, I will believe if my prayers are answered. Or, I will believe if I get what I want.

God created me as a consciousness with the power of reason. He also gave me a will that gives me freedom and enables me to make choices. He wants my faith in Him to be a conscious choice. I am not driven purely by instincts that I do only what I have been programmed to do. God invites me to a relationship where He makes the first move but I need to respond in freedom to complete that relationship.

Fides quaerens intellectum – Faith seeking understanding. Faith and reason are both gifts of God to me. They cannot be contradictory nor in opposition to each other. My faith is not a blind acceptance of God in my life but an experience that makes sense and stands to reason. There are times and moments of questions. Just as there are many moments of doubts and uncertainties. But if I seek (quaerens), it will all be made clear to me in due time.

“Lord, please be patient with my doubts and questions. It is just taking me time to clearly hear and fully understand your Word and your works in my life.”

When the sabbath came he began to teach in the synagogue,
and many who heard him were astonished.
They said, “Where did this man get all this?
What kind of wisdom has been given him?
What mighty deeds are wrought by his hands!
Is he not the carpenter, the son of Mary,
and the brother of James and Joseph and Judas and Simon?
And are not his sisters here with us?”
And they took offense at him.
Jesus said to them,
“A prophet is not without honor except in his native place
and among his own kin and in his own house.”
So he was not able to perform any mighty deed there,
apart from curing a few sick people by laying his hands on them.
He was amazed at their lack of faith.
Mark 6:1-6

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And the Rains did Come

Last Sunday, there was rain all over the Bay Area. It was not enough to break the current drought but it was a much welcome break from the current severe dry spell the region is going through. Many people prayed for the rains. Some native indigenous people did their traditional rain dance. And the rains we were all fervently wishing for indeed came pouring down on Sunday morning.

Did the rains come because of our prayers and our faith? Or, was this all part of nature unfolding? There is enough evidence to show that thoughts and desires can influence events; that what we are given the power to imagine, we are also given the power to make happen. It does not happen all the time for it does require a great deal of faith and desire but indeed it can happen the way we pray for and believe in.

So the rains did come last Sunday and they may or may not have been due to all our prayers and petitions. But I have great difficulty believing it was partly my faith that helped. I pray for something. It happens. I often just shrug it off saying that it was bound to happen anyway. Faith, I am beginning to truly understand, is not only the belief and trust one must have in the beginning when one is hoping or wishing for something or someone to happen or come, but also the humility and  the gratitude when one has received or come upon what one has been wishing or hoping for.

“Lord, I believe. Heal me of my unbelief.”

Jesus, aware at once that power had gone out from him,
turned around in the crowd and asked, “Who has touched my clothes?”
But his disciples said to him,
“You see how the crowd is pressing upon you,
and yet you ask, Who touched me?”
And he looked around to see who had done it.
The woman, realizing what had happened to her,
approached in fear and trembling.
She fell down before Jesus and told him the whole truth.
He said to her, “Daughter, your faith has saved you.
Go in peace and be cured of your affliction.”
Mark 5:21-34

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Proclaiming the Good

There is often a strong urge in me to engage in gossip and idle talk. I sometimes derive perverse pleasure over the misery of others. I even gloat at their misfortunes, specially when I believe that some people just have come upon their just deserts. And when I look at how I have behaved in those moments, I come to my senses and I realize that I have been possessed by some evil spirits.

One who has encountered Christ will want to proclaim only what is good, specially the good that has been done to and for them by the Lord. Pope Francis has emphasized on more than one occasion that all Christians are called to be evangelizers, that is to proclaim the good that God has done in their lives. It may take some efforts and getting used to but proclaiming the good news and good things the Lord has done for me is a more liberating and joyful experience than thrash talking about other people.

“Lord, thanks you for all the good things that you have blessed me with. May I find freedom and joy in proclaiming it to the world through my work and my words.”

As he was getting into the boat,
the man who had been possessed pleaded to remain with him.
But Jesus would not permit him but told him instead,
“Go home to your family and announce to them
all that the Lord in his pity has done for you.”
Then the man went off and began to proclaim in the Decapolis
what Jesus had done for him; and all were amazed.
Mark 5:18-20

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Presentation and Purification

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Today is the Feast of the Presentation of Our Lord – “a light for the revelation to the Gentiles.” According to Mosaic Law, “Every male that opens the womb shall be consecrated to the Lord.” Through my Baptism, I have also been consecrated to God and claimed for Christ. I participate in the mystery that is life, constantly aware of the Sacred Presence who has gifted me with my life. I may go through ordinary and even dull routines through most of my days. And yet through the grace of God, I am also being transformed, shaped and fashioned into something and someone yet more wonderful and more complete than what I am already now. Even as I near the end of this earthly life, I am being prepared for the next level of my existence.

This process of change and transformation also happens in how people have known and understood God. Today’s feast used to be about Mary’s purification. In the Mosaic tradition, childbirth defiles a woman and therefore she needs to be purified after giving birth. We know today that there is no defilement in childbirth but rather a great blessing is given to us every time a child is born. It is therefore more appropriate to celebrate and consecrate each new life to God – thus, the Feast of the Presentation. Slavery was a fact of life during the time of the Patriarchs. Now, slavery is no longer an unacceptable social practice. There is very strong gender bias during those times. Today, people recognize and work vigorously for gender equality. Thus as we learn more, we also come to a fuller understanding of God and of our relationship with Him.

But the Feast of the Purification should still make sense today. We have defiled Planet Earth and thrashed her to such a degree that life on earth is becoming truly endangered. There is global climate change where there are severe droughts in some places and massive flooding and storms in other places. Bee hives are mysteriously dying by the thousands. Colonies of seals are mysteriously thinning out. And in the middle of the Pacific Ocean there is a huge garbage patch that is bigger than any of the countries surrounding it. We need to purify our Earth. To do that, we need to purify our lives and our habits and practices.

“Lord, let your light shine on us that we may live purified lives, consecrated to you.”

Guided by the Spirit, Simeon came into the temple;
and when the parents brought in the child Jesus,
to do for him what was customary under the law,
Simeon took him in his arms and praised God, saying,
‘Master, now you are dismissing your servant in peace,
according to your word;
for my eyes have seen your salvation,
which you have prepared in the presence of all peoples,
a light for revelation to the Gentiles
and for glory to your people Israel.’
And the child’s father and mother were amazed at what was being said about him.
Luke 2:27-33

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