Regaining a Paradise Lost

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When God created Adam and Eve, he gave them the earth as home.
Untouched yet by human hands, I could imagine Earth then for the Paradise that it was:
fresh, clean, virginal, pristine in her beauty.

Ever since, we have been searching for that Paradise Lost.
We long for the ease and comfort of what used to be our home.
But We have chosen what we have chosen and that choice has meant that
“by the sweat of your brow you will eat your food
until you return to the ground, since from it you were taken;
for dust you are and to dust you will return.”

In our search for that Paradise Lost we often create false ones, like our comfort zones.
It is so easy for one to become smug and withdraw into one’s comfort zone.
One creates his comfort zone by going after
what one believes to be ‘success’ or ‘happiness’.
In today’s materialistic world, success is often defined
by what we make, by what we earn.

Real success and happiness should be defined in terms of what we do for others,
by how we make them happy,
how we make a difference in their lives,
how we come to their aid when they need it.
Staying in my comfort zone is remaining in the shallows.
Helping and being a man for others is putting out into the deep waters
and taking the risk of stormy weather, of getting hurt, of getting lost even.
But it is out there that the big catch is waiting.

Too many are enticed these days by the Gospel of Prosperity.
But today, we are reminded by discipleship means the cross.
The Paradise we lost can be regained only through the cross.

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Pain And Sufferings

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Life is not easy. It is, in fact, difficult.
Yet, people would want nothing more
than to have a life of ease, comfort and pleasure.
We work and struggle to eliminate all pain and suffering.
That is a worthwhile and humane undertaking.
But if we look deeper and think about it,
It is pain and suffering that brings out what is most noble in us.
We are at our strongest and achieve our best
when we go through pain and suffering.
Christ’s challenges us to take our cross daily;
and thus, ennoble our pains and sufferings.
Just as steel is tempered by fire and gold is thus refined,
thus, we bring out the best that is in us.

There are enough heartaches, sorrows and pain around me
for me to add any more to the sadness and suffering.
While pain and suffering may be an essential ingredient to life,
I can do small things to help alleviate the burden they bring to people’s lives.
If I can but make someone smile, I will.
If I can just make someone sing in happiness, I will.
If I can just help in carrying someone’s burden, even for just a while, I will.
If I can fill the gaps in someone’s life, I will.
If I can bring something to someone for that person
to have a firmer resolve or a brighter disposition, I will.
For this to happen, I need to open my eyes, my ears, my heart and my hands
in love and service to others.

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De Rerum Natura

In His glory, in His new life we partake

It is the nature of the sun to burn and to shine.
In the process it gives light and energy to everything around it for millions of miles.
Yet, it is but one of a billion stars in a medium-sized galaxy.

It is the nature of the planets to revolve around the sun.
In the process they draw sustenance and direction from it.
And in one pale blue dot nearby, a garden paradise emerges.

It is the nature of the earth to harbor all kinds of living things.
In the process give rise to all kinds of intelligent and feeling life forms.
And among all these living creatures, there is man to enjoy it all.

It is in the nature of things to bloom and grow.
In the process, things become better but also sometimes worse.
It is in the nature of things to grow old and eventually die.
But old things also become better and more precious.

It is in my nature to love and care;
and in the process be able to give of myself, my life and energy to others.
It is in my nature to keep connected to a center
that keeps me in my orbit and gives me a sense of direction. I

t is in my nature to nourish and nurture my relationship with every life form
by caring and sharing the one earth we live in.

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Put Out Into The Deep

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I regularly meet up with a bunch former colleagues from the Business School where I used to teach. We mostly exchange war stories: an encounter here, a skirmish there, missteps and miscues all over the place, how we transformed an outcast unit (almost like an appendix ready to be cut off and shut down) into one of the star performers in the University we were a part of. We also explore how else we can be productive in our senior years; what cash-generating ventures we can go into to tide us over our twilight years; what final legacy we can put together so we will be remembered.

While we use the language of business we have been accustomed to during the heydays of our careers (like cash flow, investment returns, passive income, income stream, etc); I think that deep inside we still want to make a difference. It is not really the cash we are worries about but rather the contribution we have still to make. In another place and time, we would say we want to save souls and save the world from evil. Or, in another career or context, we would want to continue to serve and to share whatever we have.

We also need affirmations and community where the ideals we committed ourselves to and tried to live by are valid and true. The world as we know it is passing away. And we want to make sure the coming age will not forget us. There are also many things about the coming age that we find difficult or even impossible to accept and understand. Maybe, some of us will be able to do so. And hearing these difficult and even impossible concepts and values from someone we trust and care for might finally enable us to accept and understand them.

I think, at one time in our earlier live, we have heeded the call to let out into the deep. And together, we have accomplished some respectable results. Personally, I take delight I what I have done in my life. I never imagined to get this far. This delight is accompanied by a deep sense of gratitude and humility for he who challenged me to put out into the deep also assured me, “Do not be afraid!” What I have achieved was only possible because of his grace and constant presence.

 

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O Lord, Graciously Heal Us

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At sunset, all who had people sick with various diseases brought them to him.
He laid his hands on each of them and cured them.
And demons also came out from many, shouting, "You are the Son of God."
But he rebuked them and did not allow them to speak
because they knew that he was the Christ.

Come down, Lord, my son is ill,
Wracked with fever the livelong day.
He is life to me, if You will
Drive death away, Drive death away

Lord, do not come to my house, I’m unworthy,
Speak and the promise is sealed.
For when your word, of God is spoken,
He shall be healed, He shall be healed.

Come down, Lord, my soul is ill,
Wracked with anguish the livelong day.
All my sorrowing will be still,
If You but say, If You but say.

Come down, Lord, the world is ill,
Wracked with bloodshed the livelong day.
Man must struggle for peace until
You show the way, You show the way.

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Prayer In My Life

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Often, my prayers and reflections lead me to thinking why I am here.
My yearnings are many and varied.
I do yearn for physical pleasures and material possessions.
But my deepest and most persistent longing is to find out the reason for my life,
the meaning and purpose why I am here.
There have been many moments when I feel,
with deep joy, humility and gratitude,
that my life is unfolding just as it was meant to be.
I have often felt that I have been and still being led by caring and loving hands
that want only goodness for me.
My life has not turned out exactly the I had wanted it to be.
But still on all, I could not have written out a better story.
I pray that I will always be sensitive to this unseen hand
leading and guiding me until I finally am able to come home.

In my life, there is nothing that I have prayed for that has not been granted.
Not only granted but more and even better than I prayed for.
Not in my time nor in the form and shape I wanted
but eventually everything I prayed for came about.
In His time . . .
In His way . . .

In today’s highly scientific and techie environment,
prayer is usually suspect as a valid way of getting things done.
Mother Teresa accomplished what she did with a lot of prayers.
St. Therese of the Little Flower is the patron saint of the missions
yet she never went out into the mission fields
but spent her days in cloistered prayer.
The English poet once wrote:
“More things are wrought by prayer than this world dreams of.”

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The Christ Mission

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The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,
because he has anointed me
to bring glad tidings to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim liberty to captives
and recovery of sight to the blind,
to let the oppressed go free,
and to proclaim a year acceptable to the Lord.

I have often drawn great inspiration and even consolation from this Gospel passage.
It is the Mission/Vision Statement of Jesus, the Christ.
It gives hope with its promise of salvation and redemption.
The spirit of the Lord guarantees its fulfilment

There is evil in the world.
War is evil.
Violence is evil.
Widespread poverty is evil.
Oppression is evil.
Evil is real and there are many who would minimize and trivialize it.
They would re-cast evil into virtues:
calling greed a burning ambition,
or seeing pride as a strong self-image,
or being slothful and calling it a life of leisure,
or making selfishness the prime reason for striving,
or living a materialistic and hedonistic life
and calling it enjoying the fruits of one’s labors.
And virtues are devalued as well.
Humility is dismissed as being soft,
generosity as being a naive do-gooder,
fidelity as being passé,
compassion as being out of touch with reality.

I too am infected by this evil and very much in need of salvation.
I have decided to follow Jesus but I often fall short.
When I turn a blind eye tot he poor and their needs,
I am in need of redemption.
When I turn a deaf ear to the cries of the oppressed,
I am in need of redemption.
When I close up and just think of myself,
I am in need of redemption.
Following Christ is never easy.
I pray for the Spirit of the Lord to be upon me
to live up to this Christ Mission I have committed myself to.

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Use It or Lose It

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Morning has broken and the sun rises over the Sierra Madre mountains,
once more to give its light, warmth and energy to the planet below.
The trees and the plants are astir to give shade, food and fresh air,
nourishing and nurturing this green paradise that is Earth.
It is in the nature of things to give, getting only what is needed.

In contrast, man is competitive. In the rat race, it is better to get than to give.
It is in the order of things to acquire and hoard. It is a zero-sum game.
What I have, I have denied it from you. What you have, I cannot have.
Unless you give it to me, which is frowned upon in this game.

And yet we never learn.
Nature says, “Use it or lose it.”
This physical law is as much a law in the spiritual life.
A given talent, if not used, is taken away.
A talent shared, unlike a physical possession,
when given away increases and becomes stronger.
A talent not used nor given away is all too often forgotten and lost.

Thus is the wisdom of nature.
Thus is the wisdom of grace.
What give away we receive a hundredfold.
What we want to save we must be ready to lose.
When we want to be first, start at the last,
When we want to lead, learn how to serve.

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The God of Abundance

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At this time and at my age, I should have learned my lesson already.  But I have not.

The Lord is a joyful giver. He gives out of his bounty and abundance. And then, like a doting father, watches us with joyful expectation what we do with his gifts of life and talents for us. I am reminded the many moments I have spent with my grandchildren. Often, I am as excited as they are with the gifts that they receive – either from me, their parents or other people. In my excitement, I would try to show them how to enjoy the toys or whatever they have received. And almost always, they’d chortle back, “I do it! I do it!” That’s how I imagine God to be when he watches us handling the gifts and talents he has given us. When he sees what the servants who have received five and three talents have done, he says to them gleefully, “Well done, my good and faithful servant. Come, share your master’s joy.”

Often though, I find myself behaving like the servant who received one talent. I would ask for more. I would keep the talent afraid I might even lose it. I fail to see the joyful expectation of the Giver watching what I will do with what was given me. I hide the talents and passively wait. And I am right to expect the Giver’s disappointment. I again imagine myself being disappointed when children do not get excited with the gifts they receive.

The lesson I need to learn is to be always grateful fro everything I have. Everything I have, I have received without asking. And the Lord, being the God of Abundance, has given me everything I need. He is just waiting what I will do with the gifts and talents he has poured on me. And I still do not get it.

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Be Awake. Be Aware.

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Age quod agis. (Do what you are doing.)
This was the advice drilled into us by Fr. Basilio David
during our formation years in the seminary.

Not everyone can be a Ninoy Aquino or a Jesse Robredo
but everyone can be a hero by simply doing what is at hand to be done,
minima maxime – do even the smallest things in the best way possible.
The poet Milton, on his blindness, wrote, “They also serve who only stand and wait.” Saint Therese of Lisieux is the Patron Saint of the Missions
even though she never went out to one.
She did what she could do and did it exceptionally well – pray.
Mother Theresa helped millions of the poor and destitute
but she did it one person at a time.

The heroic moment is now for life itself is one epic happening.
I will bloom and grow where I am planted.
I will not and should not miss it.
The world today is full of distractions
and my attention span gets smaller and smaller.
I need to be always mindful: stay awake, aware, and ever vigilant
for you know neither the day nor the hour.”

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