Beyond the Commandments

Vitavi denique culpam, non laudem merui, wrote the poet Horace. I do not deserve to be praised just because I have avoided committing a mistake or have simply done what is expected of me.

Doing the good or right thing that is expected of me is not something I owe God to merit His love. He has loved me without me doing anything yet. I do good because it is what keeps me alive. I eat when I am hungry. I drink when I am thirsty. I do good because I am a human being.

On judgement day, I will merit eternal life not because I have avoided sin and obeyed all the commandments. God will welcome me into His kingdom for the good things I have done beyond that which is expected of me. I am expected not to harm others. But God will reward me for taking in the homeless even when this is not expected of me. I not steal nor take the food that belongs others. But God will reward me for feeding the hungry even when this is not my responsibility. I am expected to obey laws so that I do not end up in prison. I am expected to live a healthy life to avoid sickness. But God will reward me not so much for keeping healthy but for visiting those who are imprisoned and those who are sick.

The commandments are but the minimum expected of me. The beatitudes are what a true follower of Christ should strive for, loving and giving without counting the cost nor wanting to take a rest nor seeking for a reward.

The salvation of the just comes from the Lord.
~ Psalm 37

Jesus said to the Apostles:
“Who among you would say to your servant
who has just come in from plowing or tending sheep in the field,
‘Come here immediately and take your place at table’?
Would he not rather say to him,
‘Prepare something for me to eat.
Put on your apron and wait on me while I eat and drink.
You may eat and drink when I am finished’?
Is he grateful to that servant because he did what was commanded?
So should it be with you.
When you have done all you have been commanded, say,
‘We are unprofitable servants;
we have done what we were obliged to do.’” 
Luke 17:7-10

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Sinning and Forgiveness

Mistakes, errors, shortcomings. Sin. They are all part and parcel of the human lot. That is the tragedy of being human. But because man possesses reason and freewill, mistakes can be corrected; errors can be rectified, shortcomings can be set right and sins can be forgiven. That is the glory of being human.

The glory of man is not only being able to recover from his errors and sin but even more so in being able to avoid them, to do good instead, and never be the occasion or the cause of sinning in others. Indeed, sin is inevitable but let me not be the cause of it.

And when sin happens, I shall pray that I will have the faith, courage and strength to forgive – seventy time seven times. And If I have sinned, I shall pray for the humility, courage and strength to ask for forgiveness.

These all seem some pious scribblings and yet if we just had more forgiveness and more genuine efforts to avoid and remedy sin, ours will be a brighter, better and a more beautiful world. Forgiveness is the balm of all relationships.

Lord, this is the people that longs to see your face.
~Psalm 24

Jesus said to his disciples,
“Things that cause sin will inevitably occur,
but woe to the one through whom they occur.
It would be better for him if a millstone were put around his neck
and he be thrown into the sea
than for him to cause one of these little ones to sin.
Be on your guard!
If your brother sins, rebuke him;
and if he repents, forgive him.
And if he wrongs you seven times in one day
and returns to you seven times saying, ‘I am sorry,’
you should forgive him.”
Luke 17:1-4

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Churches

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Churches are historical and cultural landmarks in most places. Many of them are works of art, replete with beauty and grandeur. I always make it a point to visit churches in new places I go to, specially the famous ones. This is the church in Minalin Pampanga, one of the oldest and most beautiful in the Philippines.

It is fitting and proper to honor and praise God with such works of art and beauty. It is right to express our deep awe for His divine majesty with such magnificent works. Even left alone, nature itself would still sing the glory and grandeur of God, from the forest strands to the mountain peaks, from the sands on the beach to the stars in the skies.

Why waste your breath moaning at the crowd?
Nothing can be done to stop the shouting
If every tongue was still the noise would still continue
The rocks and stones themselves would start to sing:

I often wonder though what Jesus would think of all the grand structures that have been built in His name. It must have been a few centuries before the first sizable Christian church was built. But I would think He did not care much about buildings and structures. He cared what and who people were, what and whom they can become, what they can do as a community. I reflect on these words of Pope Benedict XVI:

“The rejection and crucifixion of Jesus means at the same time the end of this temple. The era of the Temple is over. A new worship is being introduced, in a Temple not built by human hands. This Temple is his body, the Risen One, who gathers peoples and unites them in the sacrament of his body and blood. He himself is the new Temple of humanity.”

Indeed, important as church buildings are, the real church founded by Christ is the Church, the community of believers He has called and gathered in His name. This Church community can exist without a Church building, as it did in the early Christian times. But the Church building cannot really be a Church without the Church community of believers. I imagine the many churches in Europe which are either being close down, being demolished or being repurposed for other uses; because of the lack of a community of believers who make up the true Church.

Today, the community of Kapampangan devotees of Our Lady of Remedies will gather in San Francisco. Uprooted from their native soil, they remain a community of believers united by their fervent devotion to the Mother of Christ. They gather in any Church that would welcome them. I join them as a member of the Church that Christ promised to be with and dwell among them till the end of days.

The waters of the river gladden the city of God, the holy dwelling of the Most High! ~ Psalm 46

Since the Passover of the Jews was near,
Jesus went up to Jerusalem.
He found in the temple area those who sold oxen, sheep, and doves,
as well as the money-changers seated there.
He made a whip out of cords and drove them all out of the temple area,
with the sheep and oxen, 
and spilled the coins of the money-changers
and overturned their tables, and to those who sold doves he said,
“Take these out of here, and stop making my Father’s house a marketplace.”
His disciples recalled the words of Scripture, Zeal for your house will consume me.
At this the Jews answered and said to him,
“What sign can you show us for doing this?”
Jesus answered and said to them,
“Destroy this temple and in three days I will raise it up.”
The Jews said, “This temple has been under construction for forty-six years,
and you will raise it up in three days?”
But he was speaking about the temple of his Body.
John 2:13-22

 

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Small is Actually the Big Thing

Small things may not amount to much but often they mean a lot.

The human body is three-fourths made up of water. But it is the tiny micronutrients, barely one percent of our total body weight, that make the body vital and functioning. A tiny speck of rust may mean nothing but if left alone can eventually corrode a whole iron bar. Everything that happens in our world and in the universe boils down to just tiny particles either splitting up or fusing together.

Everyone dreams of doing something big or great, of making a difference, of contributing in a significant way. The fact is my life is the sum total of the small things I do daily. Every now and then I might be called upon to do something big and truly significant. But in the long run, the total of the small things I do will far outweigh the total of the big things I might have done. A thousand hugs and kisses with my loved ones are to be treasured more than making a sizable donation to a charity. Little stories and shared laughter with friends are more precious than one presentation I make before a great assembly.

Small things when done out of love are never small. For anything done out of love have the potential to change me or the other.

Blessed the man who fears the Lord.
~Psalm 112

Jesus said to his disciples,
“The person who is trustworthy in very small matters
is also trustworthy in great ones;
and the person who is dishonest in very small matters
is also dishonest in great ones.
If, therefore, you are not trustworthy with dishonest wealth,
who will trust you with true wealth?
If you are not trustworthy with what belongs to another,
who will give you what is yours?
No servant can serve two masters.
He will either hate one and love the other,
or be devoted to one and despise the other.
You cannot serve God and mammon.” 
Luke 16:10-13

 

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The Ways of the World

There are people who are wise to the ways of the world. They know where and how to pleasure the senses. It might be just a hole on the wall that serves the most exquisite dishes or a luxurious resort just to loll and laze around. They know where and how to find the currency and wealth that the world desires; or not finding it, they know how to create it. I sometimes envy such people for the easy and comfortable lives they live.

There are people who have chosen to walk the way of the Lord. They live simple and humble lives, sharing whatever they have with those who have less or none at all. They do not seek to pleasure themselves but they seek to please others inservice. Their wealth and treasure – and it does not matter if these were meager or abundant – is meant to be given away and shared with others, not to be amassed and spent only for themselves.

I have tried to walk the way of the Lord. I have tried to live a simple and humble life. I have been blessed with joy that I have never dreamed possible. And in my fully conscious moments, I would not have my life any other way. Oh, there have been sad and difficult moments when I wavered in my decision. There have been moments of temptation, when I sometimes muse and think, “What if?” Sometimes, I feel cheated and conscious of the injustice of it all when people whom I see or know to be bad actually as having a good life in terms of material success and possessions.

In silent and humble prayer, I ask that I be delivered from such temptations.

Let us go rejoicing to the house of the Lord.
~Psalm 122

“And the master commended that dishonest steward for acting prudently.
For the children of this world
are more prudent in dealing with their own generation
than the children of light.”
Luke 16:1-8

 
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Seeking and Searching

Phototropism is the tendency and the growth of a plant in the direction of its light source. Plants naturally seek out their life-source. Bacteria and microorganisms have the tendency to move towards food and light, their life-source. And so it is with all of nature, all living things seek out their own specific life-sources. Men also seek out their life-source not only for their body, but also for their soul.

Man’s seeking, however, is different from the rest of nature. We are endowed with freedom. We can in fact choose not to seek out our life source. I am thinking of those who would take or end their own life. Or, we can seek our life-source in the wrong things. We know some foods are detrimental to our health like sugary drinks or fatty foods. But we eat them any way. We know greed and selfishness are bad for the spirit but we do them anyway. But we seek for life, each in our own way. We want to sustain our life and make it even better.

And the deeper truth is that in our seeking, God has sought us first. He has called me first by name. There are countless others out there. But He has sought me to seek Him. Each of those countless others have also received His unique call, each one by name. In my DNA is a record all that has transpired in the cosmos. I bear the dust of the primordial big bang and my DNA is a cosmic record of the evolution of life, a process where creation tends and seeks out its creator. And ingrained in me by my Creator is the impulse to seek and return to Him.

As I pray, I reach out and seek what or who has brought me to life just as a plant reaches out and seeks the light. As I pray, I reach out and seek the life-source that sustains and enhances my life just as microorganisms move and seek out their food source. And in fact, He whom I am seeking has made the first move and called me out by name. From eternity.

Let hearts rejoice who search for the Lord.
~Psalm 105

The tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to listen to Jesus,
but the Pharisees and scribes began to complain, saying,
“This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.”
So Jesus addressed this parable to them.
“What man among you having a hundred sheep and losing one of them
would not leave the ninety-nine in the desert
and go after the lost one until he finds it?
And when he does find it,
he sets it on his shoulders with great joy
and, upon his arrival home,
he calls together his friends and neighbors and says to them,
‘Rejoice with me because I have found my lost sheep.’
I tell you, in just the same way
there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents
than over ninety-nine righteous people
who have no need of repentance.” 
Luke 15:1-7

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Pain and Suffering in Life

My thoughts constantly stray to Brittany Meynard. Her dying will surely spark wider and more serious conversations on assisted dying, euthanasia and suicide. Many have sympathized with her and expressed admiration for her decision and action. There are those who say she had no right to do take her own life. This is indeed one issue that will need deep discussions and even deeper prayers.

I have always been taught and totally believe in the salvific nature of suffering. Suffering is not something to be desired or wished upon others. That is wrong. But when suffering does come, and it surely will, it can be channelled to something positive and edifying. I have been taught that I can bear my suffering equanimity and offer it as a reparation for my sins. Or, I can offer it for the intentions of my friends and loved ones. Or, I can bear it with courage to strengthen my own spirit. But all of that is easier said than done. I really do not know how and what I would do if one day I were to find myself in a situation like Brittany’s.

Jesus was not blind nor pollyannaish about suffering. He was a man full of love, caring and compassion. And yet, he was not blind to divisions, enmities and even betrayals. He was a man of peace and yet He was aware of the sword and its power to make people angry or afraid or vengeful or giving way to hating. He loved feasts and parties and having a good time with this friends and loved ones. And yet, He repeatedly warned His disciples that following Him meant having to deal with the cross. And in the end, it was through His suffering, His passion  and death that He came to the glory of His resurrection. That seems to be pretty straightforward but it is difficult to comprehend and see in everyday life.

The Lord is my light and my salvation.
~ Psalm 27

Great crowds were traveling with Jesus,
and he turned and addressed them,
“If anyone comes to me without hating his father and mother,
wife and children, brothers and sisters,
and even his own life,
he cannot be my disciple.
Whoever does not carry his own cross and come after me
cannot be my disciple.” 
Luke 14:25-26

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Elections

I am up and off early this morning to serve at the polls. I am inspired to do this civic and Christian  duty where the voiceless get to be heard, the powerless get to exert some power and those in the margins are brought to the center.

I will praise you, Lord, in the assembly of your people.
~Psalm 22

One of the dinner guests, on hearing this, said to Jesus,
‘Blessed is anyone who will eat bread in the kingdom of God!’
Luke 14:15-24

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The Law of Love

Everything I do, good or bad, eventually comes back to me. That is the Law of the Harvest. I reap what I sow. It is the Law of Karma. What goes around comes around. But there is a higher law that can override and trump these laws. This is the Law of Love.

There are people who give expecting something in return. They do good in anticipation of a reward. They are governed by the Laws of the Harvest and Karma. There are people who give without expecting in return. They do good to those who cannot pay them back. Or, they do so anonymously. They follow the Law of Love.

I consider authentic love relationships and I realize I cannot apply the Laws of the Harvest and Karma to them. There can be no accounting or balancing of accounts in real love relationships. A marriage that has been subjected to a cost/benefit analysis is bound to fail. There is no return on investments in raising children. There is no profit and loss statement nor a balance sheet in true friendship.

In my marriage, in my parenting, in my friendships, in my service to others, I have always tried to give without counting the cost, to strive without seeking for rest or respite, to devoted and dedicated without expecting any rewards. I have not always been successful but I pray I have succeeded more often than I have failed. In my prayers, I keep on asking, “How am I doing in doing your will and following your Commandment of Love, Lord?”

In you, O Lord, I have found my peace.
~ Psalm 131

On a sabbath Jesus went to dine
at the home of one of the leading Pharisees.
He said to the host who invited him,
“When you hold a lunch or a dinner,
do not invite your friends or your brothers or sisters
or your relatives or your wealthy neighbors,
in case they may invite you back and you have repayment.
Rather, when you hold a banquet,
invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind;
blessed indeed will you be because of their inability to repay you.
For you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous.”
Luke 14:12-14

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November

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I saw this rainbow during our recent trip to Hawaii
It looked like it was suspended there just for me.
Most rainbows augur the end of the rain and the storm
But this one told us that one was just beginning to form.

Hundreds of rainbows have thrilled me with their colors
Always a promise of sunny days and safe harbors
I even once believed that at its end was a pot of gold
They portend warm weather driving away the cold.

Rainbows are signs of changes in the weather.
Such are the transitions we see in the month of November.
We reset our time from daylight saving mode
Just as the chilly winds, the coming winter forebode.

We also remember our loved ones who have departed.
Halloween reminds us that they not have left us deserted.
Yes, they are still alive and well in our hearts and memories
Taking care of us who are still caught in earth’s miseries.

Then, we celebrate the great feast of Thanksgiving
Grateful for the joys and blessings of being alive, kicking
Blessings that come in various packages, big and small
Thanking the Lord who is the source of them all.

And when it is time to say goodbye to this earthly life
And finally be freed from all its struggles and its strife.
May we meet the Lord and hear Him say:
“I promised you that I will raise you on the last day.”

The Lord is my shepherd; there is nothing I shall want.
~ Psalm 23

Jesus said to the crowds:
“Everything that the Father gives me will come to me,
and I will not reject anyone who comes to me,
because I came down from heaven not to do my own will
but the will of the one who sent me.
And this is the will of the one who sent me,
that I should not lose anything of what he gave me,
but that I should raise it on the last day.
For this is the will of my Father,
that everyone who sees the Son and believes in him
may have eternal life,
and I shall raise him on the last day.”
John 6:37-40

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