More and more these days, I come to a fork on the road
And I am at loss on which path to take.
I have simplified much of my life that choosing should be easy.
Still I come to a standstill not knowing how or where to move forward.
Sometimes, I feel like wishing and wanting to level up
Let me leave this time and place now and show me what’s next
If the fulness of life comes after this level,
Why would people want to tarry and linger here longer?
I could have taken another turn way back on my journey
That could have brought me to a lot more than what I am or have now
I don’t think it would matter now
For I feel I would have these same feelings of wanting to move on.
Or I could have taken another turn too
That could have brought me to a lot less than less
But I feel I would still have had my full share
Of joys and laughter, of life’s ups and downs.
This is not boredom. This is not anxiety.
I do no feel like I am stuck nor am I lost.
It is just like reading a beautiful story
And I can’t wait to get to the end
But would want to miss on the details getting there.
And I do not know where or how to get the answers.
“Whoever listens to you listens to me, and whoever rejects you rejects me, and whoever rejects me rejects the one who sent me.”
Luke 10:13-16