A Day Of Peace

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Today marks the date that martial law was declared in the Philippines in 1972.
It was a dark period in our history.
It was a time of fear, repression and oppression.
In its later years, it was a reign of contemptible greed, shameless abue of power, conspicuous consumption and in-your-face corruption.
It buried the country into a deep pit of depression
from which the country would take decades to recover from.
Martial law destroyed a whole generation of leaders
that could have made the country the prosperous nation we all dream of.

Today, storm clouds are again foreboding for the country.
The same disregard for human life and human rights.
The same repression of dissent and decent discussions.
The same cabal of irresponsible and unresponsive leaders.
In fact, many of our leaders are re-cycled and re-packaged remnants
of the dark days of the martial law regime.
I am sad that we had to go grow twenty years Marcos rule.
I am angry that we might have to go through the same nightmare again.
And the tragic thing is that today there are those who would think
another martial law regime is the best thing for the country today.

Today is the International Day of Peace.
And yet, there are wars raging all over the world.
Some declared and hot. Others are undeclared and low-conflict.
Both are bringing death, hunger and destruction to millions of lives.
It is very deplorable that of all the species on earth,
man is the only one that would kill for sport or pleasure.
We, as human beings, are the only rational species on earth.
We are supposed to know and do better.
Yet, we are the main cause of death and destruction on this planet.

No man was ever born with hatred in his heart.
We learned hatred later in life.
Our default emotion has always been to love, to care, to share.
What happened to us?
Peace will happen only when we go back to our default:
Love. Caring. Sharing.

 

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Celebrating Friendship

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Today is the birthday of a dear friend of many, many years.
Our first encounter was not particularly pleasing for him.
For a sensitive person, I can often be very callous
and I hurt people without my realizing it with my sarcastic and acerbic remarks.
I one time cut him down with a withering comment, out of nowhere and unprovoked.
He kept his quiet. Instead, he took it with equanimity and let it pass.
He was forgiving and left the door open for us to still become friends later on.
Over the years, I have experienced his love and concern in many ways,
often unexpected and ‘unprovoked’.

There was a year, early in our marriage, Anabelle and I invited him for dinner.
He came, we enjoyed dinner and then went off to see a movie.
As we were about to end the night, he says:
“Thank you for making my birthday today special.”
Anabelle and I both blurted out, “What? It’s your birthday today?”
And we all had a good laugh.

In gratitude and deep appreciation, with humility, I pray for him today
and for my other friends who have shown me what real love and caring are,
by sharing with me their time, talents and treasures
and, most specially, their presence in my life.

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Doubts? Try Faith

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There is always the danger and temptation of creating God
in my own image and likeness,
of wanting to lead my life according to my own script.
And just when I think I know God,
or when my life is going as I believe it should;
something happens to shake me out of my delusion that I am in control.
During such times, my faith gets shaken and I have my doubts.
I forget that God is in control.
One thing I am realizing is that a faith untested is a weak faith.
Like muscles, if one does not use his faith , one loses it.
If one does not ‘use’ his soul or spirit, one loses it.

I do not pray for God to take away pain and suffering in my life.
I should welcome these heartaches I go through,
most of them minor, some major;
some are self-inflicted, others are burdens I have to carry for other;
some are physical, others are emotional and still others are spiritual.
I pray instead for the grace of the courage to face them,
for strength to bear them,
and for perseverance in my faith
that God is creating me in His image and likeness
by forging me into someone better,
much as a blacksmith forges iron through fire and hammer
to transform it into steel.

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Being in the Here and Now

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There are billions of galaxies in the universe,
and billions of stars in each of these galaxies,
and many – if not all – of these stars have planets orbiting around them.
One can imagine trillions of planets revolving around these stars.
It is a statistical probability that there has to be some life forms in some of these planets. So, it is very probable we are not alone.
But we have yet to make contact with any intelligent life-form out there.
Is it possible we are unique in the whole universe?
Are we the only intelligent, conscious beings in the universe?
Indeed, in the vast and volatile universe, life hardly seems possible.
Yet, here we are, in one tiny corner of an average galaxy, enjoying the blessings of life.
We may never know the answer.
But believing in a God, who often confounds me with contradictions and surprises,
I am thrilled by the thought we could in fact be unique in the whole universe.
I am even more thrilled by the thought that I am loved in a personal and unique way among all the billions of human beings on earth by this generous and omnipotent God.
And when I die, all he has to do is say “Rise!”
and I am born to eternal life.
Improbable?
Hard to believe?
No less improbable or hard to believe than the gift of life I now enjoy.
There is no particular reason or need that I should be here.
Yet, I am. Here. Now.
In the numbers of probability, I am one of a hundred millions of possibilities.
And I came to be.
I have already won in the great lottery of life.

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Out of Beauty, Faith Is Born

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I am always amazed and at a loss for words when I stare out at the heavens.
On a clear night, I can see many of the billions of stars that make up the Milky Way.
Occasionally, there would be a meteor streaking across the sky.
On certain nights, I catch Jupiter paying court to the moon.
One awesome night, during a lunar eclipse, it was like the moon, the sun and Jupiter
were having an intimate conversation.

I am simply awed when I stand before a grand and majestic scene of nature,
be it the wide expanse of the open seas,
the grand vista of the mountains,
or the wild explosion of colors in the meadows during springtime.
I don’t need to be a believer to see and appreciate all that beauty and grandeur.
But my faith does give me a deeper appreciation of it all.
Knowing who created all that beauty and all that grandeur
and knowing why he did it
fills my heart with deep feelings of
gratitude,
wonder,
humility,
hope,
joy,
and love
for the Creator, for myself,
for the world and for all the others
I share this world with.

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Seeking Happiness and Perfection in Beauty

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There is a lot of beauty and order in nature
for me not to believe in a loving and almighty Creator.
There is a lot of goodness and happiness in my life
for me not to be always filled with gratitude to the God who made it all.
This is the irrefutable truth that is in nature,
in my relationships with friends and family,
in the efforts of people and nations to become better.

But this beauty and order is often blemished by imperfections, failures and disasters
brought about by human frailty, selfishness, greed, fear, anger and hate.
During such times, I wonder if there is any future for us men.
We seem doomed to fail.
We seem bent on bringing about our own ruination.
I remember always being challenged to think out of the box
when faced with challenges and difficulties.
I can see now that the Christian message is about thinking
(as well as believing and doing things)
outside of the box.

Christ did not do away with pain and suffering.
He showed us that the failures and imperfections in our lives
are necessary ingredients to our journey towards salvation and perfection:
rough edges have to be smoothened out,
the crooked and bent have to be straightened up,
the empty and wanting have to topped off,
the incomplete have to be brought to completion.

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Lessons From My Father

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This is my son and my grandson walking along the beach.
The picture tells me of the very intimate connection between father and son.
It is not just the genes and the physical traits.
It is the emotions, the thoughts, the vibes they share wordlessly in moments like this.
I look at my hands and I see the hands of my father as he raised me up.
I look at myself and I see my Tatang in the mirror looking back at me.

Tatang was of peasant stock and he worked the soil in his youth.
It was a long journey for him from the fields of Dau to the bungalow in Marisol.
And it has also been a long journey for me from Angeles to San Jose.
Looking back at both my life and Tatang’s, I am filled with joy, gratitude, and humility
for the wonderful adventure our lives have been,
many unexpected events, some very difficult moments.
Still in all, I am filled happiness and fulfillment at the unbelievable turn of events
in our lives and at the beautiful people we have shared these with.
I love my family and friends with whom I have lived through these moments.
If the past is any indication of what is to come,
the future will be even brighter and more awesome.
Life has always been awesome in surprising me
with serendipitous blessings at every turn.

My life has been full of blessings but it has not come about easy.
Being good, as a person and at what I do, is a constant struggle.
It is not easy being good.
It takes doing.
Doing what is good.
The struggle and the effort is the fare
we pay for a happy and fruitful journey;
and our service to others is the rent we pay for our stay on earth.

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How Many More Deaths Till The Guns Are Silenced?

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I watch with great sadness the endless cycle of violence throughout the world:
from open conflicts over territory and borders,
to simmering low-level conflicts waged against minorities and the marginalized,
to terrorist attacks meant to sow fear and terror against nations and communities,
to the daily struggle many people against injustice, hunger, and persecution.

I am appalled by the apparent lack of reason and morals among many world leaders.
How can the killing of the undesirables in a society ever be state policy?
That it is better for a few to suffer to save the rest of the nation?
How can supposedly civilized nations even entertain a strategy of preemptive strikes?
That it is better to do unto others before they do unto you?

We were never born with anger and hatred in our hearts.
We learned those responses later in life.
But even those learned responses of anger and hatred are
not reason enough for all the violence and killing.
It can never be a tooth for a tooth.
That is the road to our common perdition.

 

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Chance Events Are Actually God’s Grace

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Some world views would have me believe that I am the product of some random events,
that the Big Bang was a freak accident, one in a million possibility becoming real,
that out of that fortuitous event all the galaxies and stars just came to be by chance,
that in this accidental profusion of stars life eventually emerged in one lonely planet.
All by chance, fortuitously, uncaused and for no reason at all.
Some call it evolution, but all the explosions make it seem like a revolution.
Other call it serendipity. Or, synchronicity.
I look at all this beauty and goodness around me
And I see the hand of a creative, loving God.
I call his handiwork, Creation. Grace. Amazing Grace.

I believe that I am the fruit of God’s indiscriminate love,
a love that is prodigal and unconditional,
inclusive, all-embracing and knows no bounds,
whose nature it is to be giving endlessly.

It is easy to love those who love us or we like.
It is a challenge for me to love those I dislike,
who have hurt or have been unkind to me.
It is easy to love during good times.
It is a challenge to love during times of difficulties, trials and hardships.
It is easy to love a person who is good to me or who does me some favors.
But it is the test of true love to be good to those who cannot or will not return the favor,
to love without expecting anything in return.
I have always been a sucker for mushy romantic stories,
imagining these to be real love.
But true love is much tougher, much more difficult.
That is why it does not break so easily.
I still have a lot to learn.

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Life And Its Blessings

IMG_2912The deepest longing of man is for life, light and love.
Life is our greatest blessing, totally unmerited, and given unconditionally.
Because we are alive, all other blessings are possible.
Light is the energy through which we share in the God who created us.
Light, and its energy, permeate and keep the whole universe alive.
And light shines the brightest in the human heart.
The light and energy that burn in the human heart is love.
We experience love when we celebrate and share the blessings of life and light
we have all received.
When we experience love we see the beauty these is around us,
in the universe and in people.
And we know that this beauty, this love and the light are all true.

The works of the devil are death, darkness and depravity
This may be a stark simplification of life given that life is very complex
and often comes in shades of gray.
But living a life sharing blessings transforms the grays into a motley of vibrant colors.
I bless people when I wish them good in their lives,
work I bring them good things
and share whatever good and goods I have.
I curse people when I treat them with hatred, anger and exclude them.
I pray that I be a force for goodness and blessings
and not an agent of darkness, death and doom.

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