There are moments in my life when selfishness really hits me hard.
I would wallow in extreme self-centeredness, wondering why and
what I’d gotten in return for all the goodness, sharing and loving that I do.
It is not that I expect something in return for the good I have done
but I would hope that things work out the way I want them to.
Instead, I would encounter disappointments, hurts and sometimes even rejection.
Have I not been good enough?
Have I not done enough to make others happy?
Or, is it just that my best is simply not good enough?
I will seek and pray for true generosity.